Is it not logical na tumingin ka kung saan ka papunta? Kase nga naman baka ka maligaw..pero baka nga naman may valid na reason kung bakita dapat kang tumingin sa iba..baka naman mas maganda ang dinadaanan ng iba? “pwede rin”..baka naman meroon kang matutunan sa pinag dadaanan ng iba? “mas lalong pwede”… o baka naman hindi mo alam kung san ka pupunta….
The same goes to our lives. If one has a goal in his life..one will direct all his efforts and plan in the eventuality of that goal..the realization of his dreams. One will not waste his time looking to others for direction. One will only get the information he needs in order to succeed..what he will use for that goal. Why bother with other matters when the only thing that should matter is your goal? Why bother with other lives, when what matters is yours?
*sound of laughter in 60’s sitcom*
Why the laughter? Simply because of all the people that I know.. almost all of them are interested in other people’s lives….to see if what they have accomplished in a little span of time. I find it..stupid..and utter nonsense..why bother? Why view others? What will it do to your life? To your goal? Is it for self-satisfaction that you are finally overtaking that person in this crazy sick-fuck race called life? Stupidity…..is it not the same as looking in a different direction when your supposedly going to your destination?
I know a reasonable defense for that stupidity is: “Syempre..kaibigan ko yung tao eh.. syempre concern ako sa kanya.”… “..that shit is an ass shit of a stupid excuse”. Ofcourse dapat din tayong maging concern sa tao.. pero if you really are a friend then be reasonable enough to think na wala naman talagng mangyayari kaagad-agad sa buhay ng isan tao…lalo na sa buhay ngayon.. besides.. the fact of the matter is if you are a friend, then you will know what that friend of yours is undergoing, his plans, his strugles, you know him well enough to estimate his resilience and his plans on conquering what life has to offer to his pathetic miserable life. So if you really are a friend..then just say.. “Hey..kung gusto mo ng kausap..dito lang ako. Yaka yan.“ “Sounds fucking weird..” ok eto na lang… “Oi!” ThaT’s it!! Eureka! Yun lang ayos na! wag “Musta?” or wag din na “Musta? $564%# ka pa rin??” “given na pathetic buhay mo hindi ka sasagot” then after a few weeks “Musta? &%%^$^& ka pa rin? Ha? Yung saken ayos! Nasa ^^%&6 na ko ganda ng nakukuha ko dito.. all in all pwede na ko magretire ng 40 kase dami ko nakukubra. Ikaw?” “your so pissed at that fool to make you say..” “OO nandito pa rin ako sa &^&^%% hanggang mamatay.”
The same GodDamn Sanctimonious Bastards or just plain stupid will say “Whoo!! Bitter ka lang!”….i have nothing more to say…siguro it will fit if I just play again the laughter that you heard earlier..
*sound of laughter in 60’s sitcom*
Indeed it is sick.. I find it sick that these humans are so fond of that. As one colleague of mine coined it “Pataasan ng ihi”. If one should just think…it does not matter what state they are in…where they are or what they have done.. what matters is you. Your plan.. your goal. As my Mommy said.... “baka maligaw ka”.
